Who is in control of your life??

In the last couple days I have been thinking about the changes that I need to be making in my life.  Some of these changes that I need to make are me taking control of my life.  It is the control I am going to need to stay out of IP and the control I am going to need to get through school.


AWWW!!! So I was creating this above yesterday then in my appointment with my nutritionist I said I have control of my weight.  (I do not remember how we got talking about it but that is not the point)  She went on to ask me if I had control of all of this or if my Eating Disorder and the thoughts had control of me?  WOW!! It was like she was on my computer and in my brian.  Thinking what I was trying to tell all of you not to let ED do to you.  I did not think it was in control of me nor my thoughts.  Nor the weight that I am or am not at!!! But the more I think about it the thoughts have begun to take over!! It is hard to say out loud or even type!!  Because above I was not talking about taking control of ED I was talking about people and school.  How I was studying and that kind of thing.  This all just so very hard for me.  It is like a slap in the face.   A Huge reality check.  I do not know about all of you but reality checks are hard to deal with!!! So now I am just emotional today.  I need to get a grip on it and not let it get in the way of my day!!

On a different note I did enter in a photo contest here in Lincoln.  It was hard for me to make the decision to enter in the contest.  I had a couple reasons that this desision was hard.


Please keep your Eye out for my five photos that I will be posting by Feb 22nd!! They will have a people choice award also!!! And others can vote on it on Facebook.  Please Vote for me!!! I can will it but you will have to vote before March 1st!!! I am working on everything right now!! This weekend is my weekend of ART!! I will be going to the galleries to see the things that they what us to get our inspiration from!!