My Mind is in a Pretzel!!!

Living in the short term, while planning for the long term.~ ME

It really is hard for me to live in the now.  The reason I say it is hard for me to live in the now is because of my need to control the future.  As we all know we can not control everything.  This is why my anxiety is high about so many things, when I start to think about these things that surround my future.  I have to remind myself that plans can change.  By living in the present a person, like myself, can get things done and have fun.  While living in the present that same person, like myself, just needs to keep that goal in mind for the future.

     The long term has had my mind in a pretzel!! And I can write about it but it is all so hard!! So hard to apply to my life!!  I have been told on a regular basis that I am smart, I know so much, and I could teach about the stuff that I am talking about many times.  Many times I look at that person I am talking to and tell them my rational mind knows better but the other part does not believe that TRUTH!!! It can but hard.
      Like I said my mind is in a pretzel, this means I am everywhere!!!  I say this because I going to chance the subject...
     I have writers BLOCK!!!!!!