Many years ago I went on a trip with a group to Winter Park, CO. The pastor spoke about giving three people in our lives all access passes to our life. This pass would let whom has it permission to help us when ever they see a need for it. They also are people in our life who we can talk to, people who know all parts of our life not just 1/2 of 3/4th of our life.
I have yet to give one person in my life an all access pass to my life. By giving someone this pass it means I would be telling them I trust them on a deep level. I would be trusting them with more then my burdens and my thoughts but to interject in my life if they see something that needs help.
Personally I know there are people in my life that I tell parts of my life and I do not tell parts of my life. So much of me has been a closed book even though I am talking all the time. I think I talk so much because I do not want people to see a real side of me!!! A side that cares too much at times. When I started this blog I wanted to get I out there. I was going to tell others that I started it and put it places. But I have been at a standstill with the idea of that. It scares me that if I give a Partial access pass to more people in my life then I will be held accountable for what I do. I am also scared that if more people read my thoughts I would be pressured to say the right thing.
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