For so long I have had a love of many things. A love for running, gymnastics, singing, photography, and dance. I have had a passion for these things because these are things I can do I. Things I have achieved something in. But that is just what they are things. The people are around me get put pushed off to the back of my life.
I try so hard to achieve the best, the hight awards in every area of my life but then turn my back and forget what I am doing it for. I do not think that I need to play a balancing act with all parts of my life not just when I'm standing on one leg stretching to run. I do not thing of my health or my friends because I just want to do want I want. Like a little kid. I am no longer a little kid needing to focus on her self 100% of the time. I have to see the bigger picture.
You see before I put on the blinders I had a life full of LIFE!!! I could talk to people with no anxiety, no hesitation. I was out going and did not care half as much what was going on around me at all times. Now I am the complete opposite and I hate that. I feel like a people pleaser. I need to stop. I have stopped doing the things I love. My photography, and singing.
My goal is to get out and take some pictures this next week and edit them. So in a week I will have them for you to see. I hope you will enjoy them. They may be random but it may help me.
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