On the first day of starting this blog is posted a video clip about finding me... Now I am on an adventure of a life time!!! I started my first day at the University of Nebraska. I really was scared the last week coming to get my books thinking if I could really do this. If Icould make it to my first class. InOctober when I stared this blog I had big dreams about finding me I was just not sure what they where. But weeks after that they began to pan out and coming here was one of them. Many of my friends keep reminding me that it is so much bigger here then the school that I have gone to. All I have to say isBRING IT ON!!!! What many
do not know is all of the challenges I have gone through the last 10 years of my life. At times I say I'm going to prove you wrong, but then a voice in my head says do this for you and prove to your self you can do it! Many just do not understand the strength it takes to struggle and recover. They also do not understand the mental strength it takes to keep something like this a secret. Yes I said it a secret I do not want the people at my new college to find out about my eating disorder. That is why I have deleted my Youtube account. I am doing a blog because it is harder to find
a blog
. I do not want this to hold me back. I don't want you to think that I am not getting any help tho. Since my school is a Division 1 school they have a eating disorder treatment team in the health center. I meet with them tomorrow. I'm so scared. My therapist though is from the outside. I refuse to stop seeing her. She was trained by them!! HAHAHA
I hope every one is doing well and will try to keep people updated!!! Better then the fall!!
I have included pictures from my graduation and when my family came home for that!!
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